Noteworthy?

I met my girlfriend when I was drunk. Is it possible then that my lack of judgment has contributed to and spawned an attraction that had I not been under the influence may not be there?

I only bring it up because my roommate is also in the limbo with his girlfriend, and he also met her when he was drunk..

She's My Girl

I was informed today that due to my actions over the course of my career here at school that I am currently off of the football team... Wednesday night I got into some trouble, which my coach read in the local paper shortly afterwards.. His decision was based on the fact that I was doing something stupid even though I had practice early the next morning.. Because our roster requires cutting players, and my consistent bad behavior and poor grades put him in the position to let me go, as he couldn't give me a spot that other players were more deserving of.

Even as I'm writing this, however, my girlfriend is providing support via Instant Messenger which I greatly appreciate. All in all, she's scoring points in my book and I'm thinking my situation isn't half-bad.

With that I actually had a good conversation with my buddy about the whole girl situation and he told me had a friend who made the mistake of breaking up with his girlfriend for no other reason then simply being unsure if he wanted a relationship or not. And my girl is really a great person who I probably don't even deserve, so I'm happy with what's going on right now (besides the football thing) and again just need to realize how fortunate I am.

Delayed Attachment

Being 20, it makes sense to me I guess, in the broad scheme of things, that the relationship I'm in now won't be the relationship I'll be in for the rest of my life...

To be honest, my girlfriend used to say stuff like, "when we break up..." and I was always kind of hurt by that because it's like I am just filling a void in her life or something. And then just today, I said something along the same lines of "when we break up", and she was taken aback. I responded to her dismay with a question of why she had used to say it (which I admit hadn't been for a month, she claims 2 months- but whatever) and now I can't. Apparently now she's attached, by the way she said "I'm attached". Meaning: F*** MY LIFE.

This Whole Relationship Thing

So, this blog is about relationships, and my lack of knowledge on the subject...

I'm 20 years old, currently a sophomore in college, and I've been with my girlfriend for about 9 months now, and I'm wondering if I understand what I have gotten myself into (and am continuously getting myself further and further into everyday that goes by).

Now, what I mean by this is that, hey I'm in school, shouldn't I be living these years like they really are the best of my life? I say this trying hard not to sound like a sleazebag, if that's possible, I dont know.

I do like her, my girlfriend, there's no denying that. I'm just in a mindset that maybe I've locked myself into this relationship at the wrong time.

So what I'm asking of anyone who may read this is some advice on the subject at hand that may let me sleep a little easier.